So, I just picked up my phone and noticed that I missed three phone calls and got three BBM's that I have yet to respond to, all of which I received around 10 and 11 PM. Now, as a disclaimer, I used to be really good with my phone. I mean, it used to be glued to my right hand - you couldn't tell me NOTHING when it came to leaving it alone. However, ever since last year around September, when the wrong people decided to walk into my life - much to my mixed pleasure and dismay, I've become horrible with it. I don't really BBM and text anymore. Not to mention I'll turn it off at any given moment in the middle of the day and not turn it back on until I want to - which may be hours or even days later. Why, you ask? Because its good for me to walk away for my sanity. I don't always want people to be able to get in contact with me. Plus, I'm not going anywhere. I'm still HERE. I wanna disappear for a few. Let me take time for me. On that note, if my phone is off, I resist the urge to go through the old text messages and BBM's - inadvertently, they all allow me to still hold on to something that isn't there when I miss you. Thus, I've gotten bad with my phone. For all that and more, I apologize in advance.
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